Happy noises are Disruptive - for the Teacher and for Me, the Autistic Man. Chitchat, laugh yet I inevitably have to let it be such that their mood is fulfilld and I feel no more Pain.

Sadness, and anger are mostly more common internally if I persist in an accurate view of the world. In such a place no abstract meanings exist. It is just the craving not being fulfilled. Yet anger and sadness are also seen as disruptive even if they are very authentic. I am grateful that I am mostly let been though.