I was guaranteed no sadness, or the satisfaction of finishing. There can be total helplessness or anhedonia. There is no owing by the universe. WHAT IS IS and WHAT ISN'T IS LYING. The repetitive nature: you can hate it, you can love it; it won't change. It's not that it's bad. Reality is reality; it's its own nature, its own fact that arguing against it doesn't change yet psychologically there is a bias of fairness - cannot be discarded.

See also: Acceptance.