This talks about missing school as in when you graduate, not the missing school as in being absent.
Saying that you miss exams / high school life means that it devoured your free time and ability to function in normal life. This is the worst possible outcome! There should be a real life. Sleep, ultra-high scores, even friends, or a "sense of achievement" cannot overcome the terrors of thoughts.
It makes zero sense. Unless of course, you fell into the mindset while already not having the boulder of school on your shoulders, while also knowing the true path of school that people in it naturally cannot see.
A piece of you remains in you: The law of school judgment! All hobbies are seen as a waste of time or a distraction from "real work". Yet inevitably, schooled people get blamed for not knowing what to do outside it! This blame is NOT ACCEPTABLE! It is absolutely because we give people ZERO FREE YEARS to explore the moment they start kindergarten (even summer has homework)
Sleep deprivation, boredom, and limited food choices have literally no survival benefit. Yet we blame people for not being able to tolerate it! It is merely a distraction from gigantic issues - ironic when school themselves hate when students themselves are distracted!