In reality he tries so hard to make people to look at things detached, as
Reality is Reality, Reality is not Illusions, yet it all seems to backfire...
He wants people to glance at the current state of the world, and how broken
it is, WITHOUT people getting mad or disconnected towards him
OR perceiving him as a troublesome kid.
Because he knew in his heart, what "Is" really Is and Denial is Lying.
to Him, Comfort over Shared Delusion is Death of Creativity yet all his peers don't seem to care about being the Causers of Shadow.
He knew. The brain cycles between Boredom and Stress. Both aren't great. What it lacks is independence for fear of being isolated, a biological drive that doesn't even matter anymore.
They make ragebait videos. Some don't but most do. At least short-form. He is Fed Up by now of what the Majority has Become.
He wants them to analyze what exactly went wrong with humanity.
Sadly he knew from the start their Brains were Fried and he knew, even though he was being an analytical objective "researcher", nothing can be done.
As even if he knows, and he recognizes
The average brain sees analyzing why the system is bad without "action" is a waste of time.
Yet there are always power imbalances,
Change being unlikely to occur with such a large scale,
And inevitably it will just end up at another day
With nothing actually getting "better", at least at the rate of the struggle of living itself increasing perhaps more than the Brain can Adapt. It's just knowledge, yet it's Dark and Scary and little communication can fix how Lonely it is.
The psyche would hate it Yet Again. Yet another day of his life
Along with many others that don't understand why. Transcendence needs freedom from hordes which also means free from collective societal biases.
And a lone wolf cannot really attack as well as a group, so the inevitable outnumbering, even if the outnumberers are Evil... There is no "Hero's Journey" here.
He, along with some especially ones that are detached, yet he can only imagine these people as he himself is not connected... His words being silenced or fizzled out
Imagining it Spreading, but only to the vast Thin Air.
The rebellion against what is not supposed to be rebelled against: Evolution
and the rebellion against Societal Evils, which simply have the Fruits of Labor be futile,
as Shared Connections clearly need "Shared" Ideals, and the fact that Humans are blind to their own acts... It drains every last bit of Vitality of him, until he no longer even Recognizes who he really is.

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