Power and fame vs. notbeing that powerful and not being targeted

Linked to conformity vs. individuality. But this time more extreme!

-If I am powerful, I have the power to influence people or affect politics.
-I can shapeshift the law!
-Can change others to act how I like, given certain boundaries.
-At least someone would read my wiki...
-But I may get assassinated like Trump (who has something wrong with his brain, but still I don't like to get murdered.)
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-I would rather live my life like a quiet Monk. You may be enraged at the news. But see how little it actually affects normal life. The supermajority of life, it won't matter.

-Solution is fine. Solution reduces the stakes of failure and looking ugly
-There is less incentive for others to harm "underrated" people. Yes, there is the converse that famous people get helped, but they don't really need the help. The risk-reward of being targeted for both good and bad is not worth it for rich people.
-What's the point of fame anyways? Trump has to appoint guards. Sounds like a great trade-off when I was young, but this is miserable! Little freedom! Little privacy!
-Some people only get famous when they are dead, and will not experience it. In that case it's neutral.
-PR management is nightmarish for an autistic kid like me
-What's the point of manipulation? What's the point of influence if barely anyone would send messages back or tell me meaningful things?

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Power paradox? The more power, the more likely an assassination occurs.