Because the subject of the suffering was a zombie all
along.
"ARGH!" It's that place again! The places where all hopes and dreams get
erased, yet is mandated by FORCE to exist for ALL!
A zombie emerges from the middle of a peaceful slumber,
and with a Rotting mind, to go to the place, the place that the Zombie
still HATES PROFUSELY in his AFTERLIFE, the place that KILLED him
thousands of times already!
"Why am I suffering at IT?"
"What have I done wrong? I was an innocent baby, yet now I am a zombie,
imprisoned, enslaved, in irrefutable obligation to IT! How is IT so
powerful?"
There was no answer. Bleak silence, unbroken reality. For there really
was no answer, IT really is IT.
"Since it's so unjust, might as well put a tombstone on my face... So the Zombie
doesn't feel anything..."
Because he HAD TO be a zombie to cope all along amongst IT's THEM.
Otherwise his spirit will die YET AGAIN!
"and assert i again, i am a zombie to it? but i am..."
He hear back, "Your own fate but you don't actually own it...
A subject to determinism; IT did what it did... of the
unpoetic yet, refute actions are futile
That nothing could be done by default against IT....
what rots, really rots; interventions are impossible; there is no
truthful way in denial of the truth
yet THE walking, yet still conscious zombie, the departure of all its
zest, enclosed in the cage of IT...
had always been, but even more now, guiltless... yet burdened... a
sim......... but its real...... really....
not only a, but ITs a rigged from the start...and...ITs......
really
a
loop
Daily." Bound by ITs force, IT is reality, but a spark of flame
unravels,
"But I don't care. World is unjust and I rebel and live anyways."
"And I refuse to fall to lies. I... still have a SOUL, not visible yet
to THEM, who are liars, who are biased by nature to not realize, nor
acknowledge the STRUGGLE one bit, to believe it's even NORMAL or
OKAY"
Zombie: "My Parents are 'successfulized'. They had to be rich to give
birth to me! Yet I am MYSELF! They are spiritually dead in my
perception."
Zombie: "My Teachers are 'successfulized'. They had to accept ITS ideas to get employed!
Yet I AM MY WILL! They are intellectually stupid by
institutionalization."
School, as a
concept, in a world that wants everything to be just, is NOT OKAY. The
only NORMAL thing is its own nature, subjecting many zombies like him
through it, only that some would not have the defenses against it.
(really!) But in such peril, the zombie still lives on, until the time
when it can escape ITs coffin.
And though the zombie has no hope that IT as a concept itself will not
continue to torture many more of its own species, or used-to-be, when HE
does, he has really killed the unjust nature of IT, ITs good intention,
but terrible execution, which does not dimish how unfair ITs nature is,
but still, HE may be finally glad, though reminiscences of the zombie
may remain, he has survived despite the omnipotent force of the
enemy.
And that is the ONLY "normal" consequence, that... a glimpse of the
human may be un-dead, after the Unjust Ruler's control of him has
Ceased. And slowly, realizing, "urgh... the only reason... I had the
veins of a zombie... was because of ITs influence...", the goo-ey-ness,
the rotten, institutionalized clothes, outfit, attire of Uniform
Despair, which he now only realizes is a mask, his Armor against ITs
absurdity, begins, to rot ITSELF away, until he slowly recovers, heals,
and has his glory of life shines yet again.
And
that's
all
that
matters.